Guilty

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Guilty
by John Trent

Understand?
Why, why, why?
Compulsion and anxiety
So guilty
My illogical actions
Don’t make sense!

Fear, anxiety, I can’t sleep
Enemies of mine
Depressed and guilty
Aching disappointment
Please, please make it stop!

This shouldn’t be!
I don’t want to be
So worried, so obsessed
This awful compulsion!
God, please God!

Struggling!
So guilty!
Sobbing, retching!!
I swallow, I breathe
The numbness returns